Let Yourself Go (back)
This postcard was inspired by being stuck. There were so many times I wanted to do some things and couldn’t. Over time, I found that that was because I couldn’t let myself walk into an unknown world where anything could happen. And I was scared. Very scared to let myself be subjected to getting hurt and being disappointed. But I also found that as a result of that, I couldn’t experience new things anymore. Although comfortable, everything was old and boring. Same routines, same things, same people. Over and over again. It was as if once was not enough. As if suffering and misery attached their lifeline to mine over and over again. And the worst part was that I let it. I let it. So I decided to let myself go. Let myself walk in a new and scary direction regardless of those uncertainties. And I realized that although there will be disappointment along the way, there will also be adventures and surprises and that that was enough to feel alive every single day.