Writing memories, leaving things behind and changing my focus

Today I am remembering the old days when I used to scratch out what I wrote because I didn’t think it would be acceptable by others. Write, scratch, write more “carefully”. It’s weird how we don’t realize that our life is very controlled by all of this crap. Crap also known as Expectations. Some put on by others and some, ourselves. Crap! No one was telling me to erase my words when I cut them out. It was me. I wanted to get rid of them because they were simply not sounding as awesome as I thought, or just not…

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The next step: Travel as a way of life?

I have been wondering for a long time what is it that I am not doing. There was a time when everything had started feeling boring. So I had dropped it all. Because nothing brought me comfort or satisfaction. Everything felt just extremely boring. I don’t think it’s a feeling I can really describe fully. You are unable to concentrate on anything because nothing brings you joy. And joy is a bit of an over statement. When nothing can even make you smile or laugh. You are in another world. A world you do not choose for yourself but a…

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Self Love: The Beginning

Whenever I feel confused in life, I go to the library and start typing. It takes a lot of effort to get out of your office chair and into your life one. I wasn’t going to go out on lunch today. But then i realized I’ll be caught in this web of work with things flying in my head from every direction about what I still have to do. I would never be able to solve any of it because I am waiting on others but it would keep me worried. I am not having as much fun because i…

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Message to the world

I have written many posts starting exactly the same way. “I don’t know what to write about today.” Yet I have so much to say. I don’t even know where to begin. I have too much to say. But I am not ready to say it yet. I tried saying it and deleted it. I probably don’t even have a backup copy of it anymore. I don’t even remember what all happened. I don’t even know what will happen tomorrow. I am living this kind of life now. Not knowing what’s going to happen next in my life. Because of…

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Let’s meet face to face

Hi all!! I have been away from the blogosphere for a while and that’s because life took an interesting turn. As a result of that, I have been changing and have become more eager to live my dreams. One of my dreams has been to deliver my message of living like a flower face to face. And that’s what I have been trying to do over the last few months. I have been making videos and keeping them private. That’s because I wasn’t ready to share them. Today I would like to introduce you to my youtube channel so you…

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YOU ARE STRONG!!!

There are many types of times. Some might just break them down into good and bad. I haven’t really written for my blog in a really long time. I don’t know what to write either. Few days ago I looked at my WordPress Reader after a long time. Reader is the place you see articles from blogs you follow. Some are seeing the arrival of Spring and some are sighing about the arrival of Autumn in their lives. We are all in the same world in completely different seasons at the same time. Winter has been great. We had a few…

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New Year, Old Beginnings

2017 is here a lil’ too early. I am not really getting the NEW feeling yet. As you know, I always set a vision for a new year. Last year my goal was to DARE as much as possible. I did that so well that I broke a wall as strong as The Great Wall of China within me. The struggle continues and I am breaking more and more of these walls. The unfortunate part of this story is that because these walls are within you, you are breaking yourself at the same time as you are making yourself. There’s…

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There isn’t time.

There isn’t time, So brief is life. For bickerings, apologies, heart burnings, callings to account. There is only time for loving, And but an instant, so to speak, for that. – Mark Twain It has been a perfect day. I am writing this untitled post like so many others I have written in this lifetime. I am enjoying a set of burning candles beside me. It’s like Diwali to my right. On the left is a bit colder view. It’s raining against the windows in a slanted fashion. The windows are open so the curtains are moving with the breeze.…

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You are protected

The lives we have lived will define the lives we create for others. So, live well. I have been trying to finish reading Justin Trudeau’s (Canada’s prime minister) biography for almost 2 months and as with all my reading projects, this one remains unfinished. I wanted to read his biography to familiarize myself with the person he is, the experiences that have shaped him and his vision for Canada. I thought that as a responsible citizen of this country, I should know what kind of person he is and what kind of life he has lead. I felt it was…

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