New Year, Old Beginnings

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2017 is here a lil’ too early. I am not really getting the NEW feeling yet. As you know, I always set a vision for a new year. Last year my goal was to DARE as much as possible. I did that so well that I broke a wall as strong as The Great Wall of China within me. The struggle continues and I am breaking more and more of these walls. The unfortunate part of this story is that because these walls are within you, you are breaking yourself at the same time as you are making yourself. There’s letting go of what you have lived with for so long and nervousness of jumping into a completely new world. You’ve never been here before. You don’t know the rules. You don’t even know which game you are in. All you know is that you’ve been placed here by God and you just have to go with what he wants for you. I cannot be mad at him either, I have done that before. I just have to go with the flow. Whether it be crawling or jumping on one leg, I have to go on. There is no other option. Options I do see are simply traps, lined in a queue one after another, waiting to entrap me. They are successful. Or so they think. While I do something much more courageous: I untwine each trap one by one.

2016 was a year in which I realized that there is absolutely no power in this world that is stronger than a living human being. In fact, the biggest fear of any evil power in this world is the fact that you are alive. So while demons trap you and push you into a corner of hopelessness, remember: you, alive and breathing is what they are scared of. Because you can make a difference. You can make this world a lil’ brighter than before and that threatens the longevity of darkness. So the war will continue for me in the new year.

In the meantime, I have decided that 2017 will be a year to REST & RELAX. To let myself go through everything I need to go through and receive myself with love and care in the end. So, Happy New Year! And I hope that if you are also mid-war like me, don’t worry if old things have continued into the new year. If you keep fighting in an healthy way, a new life will begin, changing your destiny forever.

With Love,

IshKishMish

Keep smiling like flowers

xoxo